Plan ruined

Plans ruined ever since I join the new company
Almost gotten my Krabi trip cancel
But thank god that in the end I managed to get my leaders approved my leaves
But but was got warned no more leaves up till end of April
So this means, my early April scuba diving license plan has to be postponed again :(

New job is so busy & every Saturday I'm working
Christmas eve I was working
New Year eve I was working
Luckily Sunday doesn't need to work so far since try to rush work out
but hell, I don't dare to commit to any activity jio by friends
Even go out for dinner also not dare to commit
Scare last minute have to ffk them
My Chinese New Year holiday is going to be short
REAL SHORT... T3T

How come~~~?????