Another rant

I actually feel like getting a new digital point & shoot camera
I know I already have my s90 but... Talking about my s90 is kinda sad
I take care my things nicely (I'm super fussy person)
especially when I borrow other people item
It's orang punya property, I must make sure the item I borrow return as it's
Borrowed my s90 out a year or 2 years back to someone and...
It came back with a dented body, a cracked inside the LCD AND...
MOST SAD ONE - half broken auto focus motor
why I said it's half broken?
It still able to focus but it takes longer time to focus than it should
and sometime it doesn't focus at all, I need to release the shutter button & press half again
while THE MOMENT... aaaaand it's gone *FML

I'm reluctant to get a new one
Why? Cox I did bought a underwater case for s90
which was half price of the bloody camera itself
and if I'm getting a new camera, this bloody case become useless & wasted
even if I get the same brand with newer model like s95, s100 so & so
It just doesn't fit the bloody case *sigh*

I'm still with my s90 but I seldom use it now
Most of those in hurry taking pictures come out out of focus
I'm super geram when I see the blur images after the precious moment gone
Anyhow, s90 still being lend out on and off
I just don't get it why they don't buy their own camera
They are not poor, in fact they are rich
Coach, LV, Gucci, Prada always buy yet camera doesn't want to get
Borrow also never mind but I hate it when you don't take care the item you borrow

I'm now not sure go with the new one or stick with the old one *sigh*
So people...
Please take care the item you borrow, else you make people suffer & sad nia

no good >.<

woke up twice with nightmares
mood doesn't feel good
no good sign

just gotten informed by lilweiser
that his brada asked us to take half day leave to meet at MOH
asked him what is the issue but he ain't telling
only answered important thing to discuss
ok.. this is langsung no good feel

arrggghhh.... can i have a peaceful day???!!!!

**sigh**

yea.. thanks to those people who cannot
SHUTTHEFUCKUP
previous lilweiser's blog has been shut down
& new one is being created but only by invitation

drivers attitude

fyi, maresia drivers are those... **ermmm**
persons who are yang super ber-attitude
**couldn't really find a word to describe & emphasize,so rojak it**

the road condition in maresia is super unexplainable
well, actually it's jammed due to the hoomans
they have one kind of attitude that moli kenot understand
you see.. when the road is smooth, not much cars & no jam,
they like to drive like a snaaaaaiiiilllll at the fast lane
yea... not the second or the slow lane but the fast lane
then you will see one long tail behind (car follows car)

so after sometime, the road started to jam lo...
then you'll see cars speed & trying to go fast...

**why jam lio baru speed ah??tarak paham pon**

& when it comes to a halt stage,
emergency lane will have a lot of cars
& then cars are zig-zag-ing all the way

so this is why...
when you jam jam till the start point of the jam
you see nothing
lono what is actually causing the jam **yea, so blardy rike it**

AND...

it's not only jam for nothing
sometimes an accident can cause the whole road
may be like 3 - 5km (minimum) stuck
not just the road where accident happens but also the opposite road

**geng leh... those drivers are just busybody & slow down the car to LOOOK**

oh ya.. forgot to mention,
a car break down at the road side can halt the road too
& also rainy days

so pray hard hard that the road has
NO accident
NO car break down
NO raining
during the time you go to work

really needs to tankew those "lovely" drivers
that's why moli everyday also jam to work

~~sigh

empty & lost

moli has this feeling for quite sometimes

& yet still couldn't figure out what is actually going on

feeling empty & lost is what moli having now

imma moli just feels like running away

feel like want to shop without thinking

thinking to get herself something

moli needs to find a way to release herself

**arrggghhh..hate it hate it** sigh~~

wakarimasen

moli really doesn't understand

how & why a person behave such a way

 ever since working, moli meets

quite number of people that behave way out of her expectation

totally can't imagine that these people do exist in the society

& yet they still are here >.<

moli is trying to understand them

to be in their shoes & think from their view of point

yet moli phailed

super phailed some more >.<

moli's head is getting bigger & bigger

**looks almost like a nendoroid now**

still can't understand **ish ish**

doshite???

moli "had" a friend

he blocked moli from gmail

to msn & even facebook

in order for not letting moli knows about his private life

about his pweety naive gf

& there was this day

moli got an email

notifying moli that he is on Twitter following moli

why on earth he still wants to follow moli on Twitter???

since he blocked all sort of communication

wanna know about what moli is doing ah?

or to check on moli whether moli still poking him??

moli knows he is still visiting moli & lilweiser's bologs

to YOU:

yes you

i know you're here reading this

if you're blocking & not contacting us

why on earth you still following us

as usual for a person like you

who are only dare to do but kecut to admit

with all people witness with their own eyes

& you still denying it

get out & have your own ostrich life

moli got hung

**an update from hell world**

moli's opis internet line is supar fast

it takes such a short time to load a single page

where by moli couldn't stand the speed of it

& got hung

it seems that it is a right choice

for the person to change the service provider

it is so reliable & fast

but too bad moli prefers a slower version

haiz...

but it's too late now....

why!!???

i paid for the desktop

but i don't get the chance of using it

when i'm using & my brother wants to use it

i have to let him use it

why???

when i plan to get one thing

someone told me to use existent one

don't want me waste money

think properly whether i really need it & use it

from any way,

it just shows i don't need a new one

cox there is an existing one

save money better

why do i have to always use 2nd hand thing
why people can buy new one & i have to use their old thing
why i can't use something that is new
why

Selfish

Humans are selfish creatures

even your own sibling can betray you

just to get his/her own benefits

how pity human being is

Don't want to grow older =.=

Arrgghh.. I hate growing older

another few more years, I'm into 30's

**si beh sien la ooi**

Don't seem to have achieve anything

other than spending money =.=

How i wish I can just stuck at 21

or may be 17 again

time oh time, please slow down

go as slow as possible

onegai shimasu

emo

I know i had said this before. I need to grow up and learn to stop whining around. But I just can't help whining this time. I'm so freaking unhappy with my current job.

Yes. I admit. I don't like it at all. I don't like both my previous job & current one. If i have no choice and force to choose one, I guess i will just stick to the previous job. I think... I continue with this job just because of the pay & i can work together with lilweiser & also my future.

I got this current job by pulling string. lilweiser's dad introduced us in **but i feel is more like he forcing the person to take us in** I wasn't really want to accept it at the first place but I wasn't dare to reject it. **yea yea, i know i have no guts to reject it**

Well, when I just join this company, i thought it wasn't bad at all. At least I can go back home on time and have my own things done plus i can work together with lilweiser again. But everything just went upside down when this bloody sohai pek come in. He is one bloody sohai water blower & polisher. He loves to talk craps & polish those upper level persons and playing politics in the company. And to my surprise, there are even sohai people who believe in what the bloody shit things he craps around including the upper level people. You know what he craps ah... This is one real example i heard it with my own bloody ears & lilweiser heard it too.

The situation is like this:

sohai pek went touching a colleague wrist (where the usual chinese traditional "doc" does)
sohai pek: You're still single.
colleague: **very surprise** How you know??
sohai pek: I touched your wrist already know la.
colleague: wow....

I was like huh??!!!! wtf!!! This type of shit also got people craps & even worst people believe it. Damn it... memang sohai-sohai sekalian.

Can you imagine a company with only 7 to 10 staff can have political stuff happening. All the while I thought it only happens in big company with many staff but IT ISN'T. I hate political things in the office. I know i cannot emit it cause it happens everywhere. What I can do?? Accept the fact lo.. I'm trying my best accepting it.. Damn!! I just hate it. Why people cannot do what they should do & stop playing politics. Why can't just let the day passes peacefully???

Arrgggghhh........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn you people...!!!

grow up

moli needs to learn stop whining


&


be like Plue


that bites whenever pipol touch his things



GGGGGGRRRRRR!!!!!


ROOOOOAAAARRRRR!!!!


MOLI ROOOOOOAAAAARRRRRR!!!!!

CIS... CELAKA!!!!!!

Decision Made

Since the day I joined this company, I give all to it. Compare to others, it might be good in most of the time. The only worst thing is the appreciation. The higher level persons don't really appreciate what we have sacrificed to the company regardless time and efforts & yet still asked "Can't you sacrifice a lil' to the company?". What does that mean? "No sacrifice!!!???". Then what the heck are we doing? Where have all our time(s) and efforts? Gone with the wind?????? Officially, I have been working in this company for 1 1/2 years. But If calculates by hours - is MORE THAN 1 1/2 years. All my weekends, my holidays were only working, working and working. I didn't have my dinner with my family since I join. I barely see my parents and siblings. Can you believe it? Is that called NO SACRIFICE?

I never feel tired or don't want to go work even though there were times that were tough and tiring. But recently, I do feel I'm tired and I don't want to go work every time I wake up. I guess is time for me to think thoroughly should or shouldn't I stay. After thinking high and low, I have cleared all my doubts. Finally decision has been made. Leaving is my way...

What should I do now is update my profile in JobStreet, JenJobs... and my resume & start to hunt for new job.

Adios BXXXX...!!! Good luck in hunting for your loyal employees who can stand for what you are.

BIG & "GREAT" day

FYI, today is my big day & I've just got a "NICE & GREAT" pressie.
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What is the PRESSIE????
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****Tada**** Is SHIT!!!!!!!! Big SHIT!!!!



I'm GUT LOADED with SHIT(S) again...




What a "GREAT" pressie isn't it?? Really thanks =.=

Arrgghhhh...

I want to burn people. So f**king annoy...

Why should I always clean people shit up?...

Why anything regarding reports is me the one to go check it?
I have checked and is not reports problem, is data problem, why also end up I go fix it?...

Why anything also escalate to me and ask me investigate on the given problem?


Damn it!!!I'm over loaded.

Cannot understand =.=??

I don't understand why a person with so call good programming skills but very bad attitude can be in promotion list. This person has very very bad attitude. He can just don't go work without informing his supervisor & not answering any call. On the other day, he gave a lame excuse that he left his phone charger at hometown but he woke up at 3pm (You see, if you know you need to work on next day, will you sleep until 3pm?) & found out that his phone already out of battery, so he went back hometown to get his charger. Wow... What a so call "pro" worker.

Moreover, he looks down on his junior (I wonder this attitude suitable to be a leader & his team will listen to him or not). He only respects those he think is senior. =.= ..... In fact, except those senior, others in team do not like him cause that so call pro worker can simply just order (with very harsh, impolite tone) us to help him. (Yes, you didn't see wrongly, is "HELP" him). None of us like to deal with him. So, if he gets promoted, I guess no one will listen to him.

Anyway, If he really gets promoted, I guess I will tender. Cannot work with this person. Screw this fella... Damn it.

My life == NO LIFE!!!!

Since the day CTCS is launched, I have no more life. All goes to work, work, work & work... =.= I had not gone back home on the first 3 days when it was launched, slept less than 8 hours for that 3 days. My duty was checking reports.... Can you imagine it? I had been checking reports for the past 1 1/2 months without fail. I see figures also feel like vomit now. My mum has no longer to call and ask me what time I'll be back, instead with the question: "Do you come back today?"
Client site is like a home to me now. Spend most of my time here and my lovely home is like a hotel, just to sleep for few hours.

I'm freaking tired now. Gastric strikes me... Been taking the medicine but it seems only cure it temporary. I really need rest. I just hope this can end real soon else I will be the one who ends.

Delay : Good news or bad news...??

As the topic... The CTCS project has been delayed from 23rd May 2008 to 13th June 2008. Does it seem to be a good news or a bad news to most of the people who involve in this project?

Well, to me... It is a good news and also a bad news. Bad is that we have to suffer for another 2 weeks and the good news is that we have more time to test our system before it is roll out officially.

So from tomorrow onwards, I will be busy again. Might have a temporary life that has no day and night till this project ended. I hope that I can stand till the system is rolled out before I collapse. I have been sick for the past week. And when I think that I am recovering, flu and fever strike me again. Yea... I'm sick again yet still working on my modules =.="' .... Hopefully everything works fine on the coming testing. I don't wish to check reports again... It's so freaking suffering.

I think is time for me to back to work. Just pray hard that everything is fine. When the system rolls out, I can just sit there and relax instead of fixing bugs..... Pray hard hard....

Gone going...

Well, It's been a while for not blogging over here. I was busy since the 4 days holiday. The project I'm involving now is going to end soon... Real soon >.<"' All medias have announced that the new cheque system - Cheque Truncation and Conversion System (CTCS in short) is going to launch officially on 23rd May 2008. Oh gosh... I have no eyes to see this... >.<

Last Friday was a nightmare to me. I was at the client site doing reporting till the next morning 4.45am only went back home just to take a short nap. Then woke up.. bathed and off to client site again to stand by for the testing. During the whole night, I was rushing reports; helping colleagues to finish their reports. My eyes went kookoo @.@ after long hours of starring on the screen. All the codings became two... T.T ... I was hoping the testing ends early so that I can go home to sleep. My head was in pain due to lack of sleep plus heaty.

Finally... The testing ended. I was so happy but when I looked at my watch, it was already 5.30pm. Oh my god... I had been working like "siao" for so many hours yet I got so little pay. Really not worth it... O.O"'

... And there goes my weekend on bed sleeping like a dead piggy.

P/S:I must make sure I request for a fair increment when my boss find me to discuss regarding the extension of contract...!@#$%^&*()